iRetrospect//

Chanced upon an album which was my soundtrack for those days of yore.

"I'm in love with the ordinary
I need a simple space to rest my head and everything gets clear
Now I'm a little ashamed for asking
But just a little helps
It gets me straight again
It helps me get over it, over it
It might seem like a dream but it's real to me."


Just like that, it's all in the past and I can't help but feel bitter about how it'll inevitably fade into a distant memory. Having been through just this little bit more and already wishing for things to be as simple to me as they were before, I can't help but shudder at the prospect of having the rest of my life ahead of me.

Time can really be cruel, sometimes.


"I got a story, it's almost finished
Now all I need is someone to tell it to
Maybe that's you
Our time is borrowed and spent too freely
Every minute I have needs to be made up, but how?


Don't it feel like sunshine after all?
The world we loved forever gone
We're only just as happy as everyone else seems to think we are."