"First you breath out and then you have to breath in
Lash yourself repeatedly until it sticks, until it sticks
Under the eyelids, carry on cadaver
Festering interiors, all hollow breach and vapor silhouette
Need medication, more medication coursing
through your interstates
All mad and great confused and counterfeit
Kamikaze sear the blood inside me
Guess who's got it figured out."
Clearly, I'm not the best at what I do and there are many more people around who deserves this as much as anyone else does. For that, I am humbled.
And guilt-stricken.
It's been a long wait but now that it's finally here, I can almost feel the ghost of my incompetence breathing ever so heavily down my neck and it's really not a nice feeling.
So this is to coming back as a better person, because that's the very least I owe to everyone else.
Olivejuice//
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how do u do?
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